so there’s this guy that I really like, and for the first time in a long time, I’m getting the vibe that he might actually like me back
man and I’ve been praying like crazy because I don’t want to get this wrong—he’s smart, he’s cute, he’s funny (and he’s tall and scruffy), and he’s a Christian, which is really important for me now that I’m not in high school and I feel like dating someone who isn’t a potential spouse is a waste of my time
when we do hang out, it’s awesome
but it just feels like there’s something in the way… every time our mutual group of friends hangs either I can’t be there or he’s not there, and I can’t tell if that’s God telling me “no, this isn’t The One” or if it’s just Satan going “hey let’s see if I can get this girl to give up here”
it’s basically really annoying and I wish I could get a straight answer, yeah?
and now I’m starting to see why I got the message I did when I went to church on sunday
our pastor is always, “if you’re not sure, just keep praying” and basically that’s what his message was
